I am sorry to hear your plight, friend. It seems that reality wants nothing more than to rip us from the ones we love. Only to then tease us with and dreams of people, of goals, of satisfaction that will never become reality.

But what if I told you we do not have to be bound by the rules of this tyrannical reality? Why not create our own reality? One where dreams become reality, and all wrongs can be put right.

This is possible with the right know-how, like with lucid dreaming for example. Reality may make you feel alone, but now you can live another life where you can meet people you loved and lost, and those you are eager to meet.

I wish you luck in your battle for happiness, friend.