@Draco Dei
I just wished you good health, after all, I want everyone to be well, heh.
As for the principles, I don’t quite understand, or perhaps you misunderstood me… I don’t speak English, I’m writing through a translator, so maybe that’s why my words in some places sounded different from what I was actually trying to say. If you’re talking about psychiatrists, roughly speaking, there are some problems with them in my country; not all of them are safe for patients. Although this can be easily prevented by simply asking a friend who already goes to a trusted doctor to avoid unnecessary problems.
@Melmet
Not sure why a lack of scruples would be likely enough to be a concern?
Err… Psychologically I believe my cousin has recovered. Physically, not so much. I said nothing about my own state of being.
@Draco Dei
Oh, I’m so sorry about what happened to your cousin, I hope you and he are doing well now😔
I do understand that only a specialist doctor can help me in my case, but I’m really scared to risk going to some “unscrupulous” doctor, and I need my parents’ approval because I don’t have the money to pay for the appointment. Well, for now, I’m living with what I have.
And thank you for listening to me a little; I really appreciate that in people. 🥹
I don’t drink alcohol, I don’t smoke, I don’t use nicotine or any other substances, I’ve never seen a psychiatrist or psychologist, I’ve never taken pills, my family is relatively happy, my studies are good too, I get from my friends, but I still feel bad. I have no energy for anything, although I really want to at least start studying for important exams, but I just can’t bring myself to do it.
If telling your friends has not produced sufficient change, I strongly recommend changing the underlined portion. DO NOT change the first three items on the list (except as implied by “psychiatrist”)! I have a cousin who has all too few years left due to a period of heavy drinking after a divorce that involved his wife aborting their baby. @Melmet
I apologize for the meaningless text; I don’t like talking about myself, but I can’t keep these thoughts inside forever either.
@Draco Dei
I don’t know…?
For some reason, absolutely everything evokes hatred, disgust, envy, and panic in me. I’ve started to hate my arts; I find it incredibly bad. I can’t bring myself to do anything at all. The thought of having to do anything, or of having to draw something, makes me incredibly sick, and all I can think is, “It’s easier to die than to do this.”
I don’t drink alcohol, I don’t smoke, I don’t use nicotine or any other substances, I’ve never seen a psychiatrist or psychologist, I’ve never taken pills, my family is relatively happy, my studies are good too, I get from my friends, but I still feel bad. I have no energy for anything, although I really want to at least start studying for important exams, but I just can’t bring myself to do it.
Maybe it’s just extreme laziness, I don’t know, but I really want to get better somehow, because I love working and studying.
I apologize for the meaningless text; I don’t like talking about myself, but I can’t keep these thoughts inside forever either.
Thank you for your good wishes for my health.
I just wished you good health, after all, I want everyone to be well, heh.
As for the principles, I don’t quite understand, or perhaps you misunderstood me… I don’t speak English, I’m writing through a translator, so maybe that’s why my words in some places sounded different from what I was actually trying to say. If you’re talking about psychiatrists, roughly speaking, there are some problems with them in my country; not all of them are safe for patients. Although this can be easily prevented by simply asking a friend who already goes to a trusted doctor to avoid unnecessary problems.
Not sure why a lack of scruples would be likely enough to be a concern?
Err… Psychologically I believe my cousin has recovered. Physically, not so much. I said nothing about my own state of being.
Oh, I’m so sorry about what happened to your cousin, I hope you and he are doing well now😔
I do understand that only a specialist doctor can help me in my case, but I’m really scared to risk going to some “unscrupulous” doctor, and I need my parents’ approval because I don’t have the money to pay for the appointment. Well, for now, I’m living with what I have.
And thank you for listening to me a little; I really appreciate that in people. 🥹
@Melmet
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I don’t know…?
For some reason, absolutely everything evokes hatred, disgust, envy, and panic in me. I’ve started to hate my arts; I find it incredibly bad. I can’t bring myself to do anything at all. The thought of having to do anything, or of having to draw something, makes me incredibly sick, and all I can think is, “It’s easier to die than to do this.”
I don’t drink alcohol, I don’t smoke, I don’t use nicotine or any other substances, I’ve never seen a psychiatrist or psychologist, I’ve never taken pills, my family is relatively happy, my studies are good too, I get from my friends, but I still feel bad. I have no energy for anything, although I really want to at least start studying for important exams, but I just can’t bring myself to do it.
Maybe it’s just extreme laziness, I don’t know, but I really want to get better somehow, because I love working and studying.
I apologize for the meaningless text; I don’t like talking about myself, but I can’t keep these thoughts inside forever either.