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Unfortunatley, I’ve lost interest in the pony and sonic fandom. I’m so sorry.

I’m struggling with mental illness and depression….

I’m a Halloween fan.

[My last day]
Well everyone, this is it, my very last day on this website has finally come. Oh my God, I can’t believe it’s been a DECADE! YES, 1 DECADE! The first time I visited Derpibooru was back in early-2015, and I was like “Holy shit, these Ponies are so awesome and adorable, I so fucking love these artworks”. I felt like I wanted to be on this website forever but It’s just too much for me, and this fandom is not my best interest anymore. Yes, I spent too much time here and it’s not cool for me at all; I’m so lazy, tired, isolated in my bedroom, and every time when the fandom does better for me, it wasn’t good enough.
There is some fandom out there I like, dislike, or feel neutral, but why should I focus on that when I need to focus on real stuff?
That’s exactly what crossed my mind. Let’s be clear, I was part of my favorite fandoms like MLP and Sonic, but I’m so tired of all of those. It’s not fun anymore, because I think it’s keeping me from reality and society. I’m done with all of that, so I’m ready to put an end to all of this. If I treated some of you harshly in the past, or said or done something so insensitive, then I’m so sorry. I truly am sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I am so sorry for my behavior before and I wish it didn’t have to happen that way.

I hope you all understand. Well I guess that’s it, I’m seriously leaving for good. You all stay safe, have a great rest of your day, and God bless you all.
Goodbye.
(2015-2025)